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[26 Sep 2006|12:43am] |
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I know you have probably all seen the new HP pictures.
But siriusly, I just have to ask - what is with Harrys hair?!
Looks like Deans been taking Rons tall pills by mistake too!
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| Le Football! |
[09 Jul 2006|04:11pm] |
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Well, we're certaintly not in it anymore.
There has to be a winner and ... grudgingly i'll adopt France for this final!
Meghany and myself were there to join in the madness when they beat Spain. I can't even imagine the antics of tonight if they win the whole cup!
so,
C'MOOON FRANCE!!
Henry to score a hatrick!!!
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| Mongoose!? |
[17 May 2006|03:17pm] |
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Hmm now I need to go revise! ...
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| shadows |
[20 Jan 2006|04:25pm] |
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You're a shadow from my past, I keep trying to bring you back into my present, my future. But to no avail. I know you're in pain, and I accept I can't heal it. But I wish I could. I took something beautiful and innocent from you, and threw it back in your face. And now, I have no right to ask you to offer that to me again. Familiar stranger. You're my biggest regret.
Here's wishing a happy two thousand and six, to everyone.
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| You can never plan the future by the past ... |
[11 Jul 2005|02:41am] |
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Mistakes are funny things, especially when you don't realise how badly you made one, until years after doing it.
The mistake I made was not being bothered about loosing you, or keeping you.
I thought, to be honest, you'd always be there.
and then I just got so fucked i stopped to care.
What a mistake.
I hope you are happy now.
Though I can't help but to wonder,
if I could have ever made you happier ...
"Friendships were reduced to tales of the past and vague promises for the future, neither strong enough to recover what was lost.
But that was what life did - it took you down seperate roads until one day you found yourself alone."
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| Don't... |
[02 Sep 2004|02:09pm] |
I don't want you to ... die.
Why????? i dont understand. why the fuck,.,..
and why now...
...when its all too much.
"If heaven calls, I'm coming, too. Just like you said, if you leave my life, I'm better off dead."
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[17 Nov 2003|07:09pm] |
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Do you ever feel like...
... you just don't matter... ?
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| shut up you bearded dragon!... rude people, the wrong words, quizzes & bullshit...cos it is all bull |
[10 Aug 2003|02:34pm] |
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Raaa, hello! well today's my day off, yipee, and guess what - its raining... im not amused, all week its been boiling and on my day off it rains. sods law.
i dont understand Rude people. why do people feel the need to be so rude? whether its just taking their pitiful frustrations out on you down the phone, like a meeaan cutomer i had yesterday. or its someone not saying 'thank-you' or not calling back when they promised too (like your agency Mich) or pushing in front, or giving the smallest possible answers to your questions...just why?! how hard is it to just be civil...one thing you learn in customer service jobs, people are so fucking rude and un-grateful. jesus...the more i see of humans the more i like dogs...
And another thing, why do people talk about shit they have never experienced? its all bullshit. People use words far to quickly these days. Before you talk about something, look it up in the dictionary and make sure youre talking about the right thing. words like 'depression' 'grief' 'hurt' -theyre all used too frequently, we start to forget what the real meaning of the word is.
okay, so thats my rant out.
i cant wait to get outta here. im just feeling so restless recently...itching to get away and fly! anyone want to join me on my travells? anyone recommend a place to go? save money this year then piss off outta here, go see places like that Photo and buh-bye ana!
haha, last night my brother stumbled in drunk, he was so funny. he put a drink in the freezer (fuk knows why!) then lay down on the floor, before getting up after 5 minutes like 'my drink should be frozen by now!' dumbass. ah-well, thats what you get for going to some cheesy-shit pop club. ha. But we had a good time last night anyways, didnt we Mich, haha funny times.
okay, well i did some quizzes...hmm...
Anyways, i'm off out, so see you guys later. Good luck with your LiveJournal Awal, i'll be posting in it soon! ;)
~*~
**'i thought you were my cure, if thats the case- why do i feel this pain even more?'**
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| Happily Ever after doesn't happen to people like me. |
[29 Jul 2003|12:54am] |
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Well, I tell no lie when I say it’s been a crazy few days.
Have you ever done that thing, where your just day-dreaming, and it turns into a day dream of something that could be real, a conversation between you and your friend, and you can see everything, hear whats being said on both sides & the convo becomes a kind of fantasy of how you want it to be. Then you come back to reality and realize it’s not happened, it never will, its just part of your dreams. And no matter how hard you wish or dream it, you know it wont come true, yet still, there’s that glimmer of hope that maybe, maybe one day it will happen like you dreamt it…
yes, a crazy few days.
Emotionally exhausting to say the least, a week that’s left me somewhat drained. Full of expected disappointments, and even though I could foresee them, it didn’t stop the disappointment from being there, oh it was there alright. A week that’s seen every safe haven taken from me. Including my own mind, not that I’d ever describe my mind as ‘safe’ or even ‘stable’ …but hey…
‘Happily ever after’ never happens, except in dreams.
dreams that slip through the fabric of your mind like sand in a sieve with each moment of waking time,
dreams that leave the bitter taste of fading hope in your heart,
dreams that whisper of what should be, then die in your memory,
dreams that picture happy times, which in waking intensify misery.
Good dreams that contrast with what will never be
dreams that reinforce the negative aspects of reality
dreams that are lost like smoke in the wind, just leaving the echo of loss & goodbye in your mind.
A fairytale ending isn’t how it’ll be
Because Happily Ever After doesn’t happen to people like me.
(copyright to moi)
Well, im going for a well deserved and well-needed fag.
methinks theres nothing left to say. breath a sigh of relief- theres nothing left to read!
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| first entry! |
[22 Jul 2003|02:02pm] |
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Well Howdy, this is my first entry!
I have a cold and bad cough at the moment, which im sure smoking doesnt help, but ah-well.
I'm going down town in about an hour or so to meet some mates then all of us are signing a contract for a house and then that's it, we move in! yay!
Blurrgh. its gonna be crazy, 7 of us losers under one roof, and supposedly im doing all the cooking, ha! Yea right...they'll just have to starve.
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[Milton: 'im going to look round your house'
Anna: 'bet you can't guess which is my room'
Milton: 'yeah, it'll be the one with the goats hanging from the ceiling']
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